A big milestone in my life is approaching next month.... and after years and years of dreaming what it would be like to finally complete the milestone, finally when it is at my doorstep I am most ill prepared... and i really wish I could do all the things I had planned to do for that milestone... share it with so many people...

alas... not to be .... as my life has been the past few months - everything will be in a rush and I will not even get the time to breathe and take it all in....